she gets like this from time to time

i open the door

     dim light reflects

     off her ceiling fan

fetal position

     wrapped

     in long black hair

only if her will

     was as strong

     as her heart

she is like a pale

     porcelain doll

     fragile and waiting

     to fall(to fail)

she gets like this

     from time

     to time

when she sleeps

     w/darkness

     her eyes go black

     as her pillows

     go cold

like watching someone

     eat a loaded gun

i close her door

     and walk away

wenelson

Suck or fuck it!

The world is a dark
     black hole sucking
I'd rather spend my time
     living and fucking
Trying to invest
     in the solution
God and Government
     flush your pollution
On the tip of my tongue
     sleeps a revolution
Shedding skin again
     rolling out the past
It's not for me, it's not for you
     a godless word so fast
Trying to believe in something
     that always it tends to crash




wenelson2012

Poem Group One

~Poem Lonely~
 
In a dark dream
     DRIFTING
         in a lonesome
                       stream
   No people ever seen
   No people to even scream
The mind full of fear
      NO OARS
            to found to steer

wenelson1999


~Poem Insomnia~

Sleepless days
Sober nights
Loss of words
Where's my smile
Friends or foes
I'm all alone
Love is blood
Water +dirt
   make mud
Feeling nothing
Something wrong
Simple thoughts
   for a broken soul

wenelson2000

~Poem Drunk~

i water down
     my mind

washing away
     my soul so kind

trying to push
     far-off from this pain

just to become
     more insane

IN THE END!

wenelson2000

Looking Up

This bitten off piece 

     of some broken dream

Trying to express

     and interpret something                  

     of a deep reflective shadow

     within a single soul

Forever unescapeable 

     the cynical paradox

     of gravition 

All of this creation

     from mere observation

And those walls collapse

     at microscopic attention

Random and contagious waves

     moving in tides of perception

wenelson2012

The science of the one night stand

Drained of the Dopamine

  from:alcohol, caffeine, and sex

Makes for

  an awkard moring

How she reminds me

  of random life 

Perception drowns

  in the realness

  of her symmetric thighs

What beauty lies beneath 

  the clouds of humanity

Afraid to leave her

  that moment, I've lost

Traped behind 

  her grey eyes 

  of persuasion

Pointing fingers 

  will get you no fucking where

I smoke my only cigarette 

  with her

The sunlight penetrates

  and tries to evaporate

  fucking apathy

wenelson2011

FESTERING

Put white to your teeth
save a smile for the people
and give your fear an agenda
a forked tongue for fashion
50 dollars and my forgiveness
a backwash of tribal ghost
podium of misconception
fucking liars fucking leeches
to think that you know it all
behind a polyester suit
and a feeding hand
made for fiction



wenelson2011

The Search

Want to know what's it like

     to become so small

     

Looking up

     from grains of sand

Some vague sense

     of awareness 

The silent residue 

     from the death of stars

Our only existence

     to observe 

     the random decay of light

Humanoid 

     the hairless ape

Organically compressed

     and hardwired 

Mechanically 

     searching for symmetry

Swimming in the darkness

     down endless arms 

     toward the Singularity 

Can there be only one

     truth

While isolated 

     on this fucking rock

wenelson2011